done.

Done.

I am most certainly Done.

For a very long time, I’ve lived in hell,

Put my life on hold

So that I wouldn’t make you feel insecure

But now I’m realizing that

You’ll always feel so no matter what I do.

I’ve suppressed my thoughts

So that you wouldn’t feel like a target.

I’ve watched what I wanted disappear in my eyes

So that you wouldn’t feel betrayed.

But now, I’m the one feeling betrayed.

How could I do this to myself?

So, I’m done.

And don’t get me wrong.

I’m not judging you.

Never have and never will 'cause I know firsthand

How tough dealing with one’s own insecurities can be.

But no matter how tough,

You don’t take it out on others.

So, face those insecurities.

Face them knowing that you’re so strong

But not always self-sufficient.

That is why asking for help isn’t weak.

So, I’ll always be here if you need me.

But until then, do what you gotta do.

Fight on. Fighter.